CD15

Still no sign that I’ve ovulated yet. And here I thought it was going to be right on cue on day 14. OPKs are still giving me rather weird results that I can only deem as partial positives. I know there’s no such thing, but when you have a bucketful of hope in your heart, you see partial positives ok? But I should stop kidding myself. I’ll keep testing and keep dancing the baby jig with husband, but I’ve got all my fingers and toes crossed now.

I took a much-needed day off from work yesterday, because the night before, husband and I had a big fight and I had one of my biggest meltdown. We were supposed to do the jig, but didn’t cos of some silly misunderstanding and it got me all worked up because I was convinced that we had missed our chance this month. Silly, but I was seriously worked up and broke down in tears. Poor husband, copped the full brunt of that. So obviously we ended up falling asleep at almost midnight, and when my alarm rang at 5.30am, I simply could not be bothered and decided on the spot that I’m gonna skip work today. Which turned out to be good cos we had a productive jiggy session after husband woke up and showered for work, followed by a lovely breakfast at the café downstairs together. Then I had the rest of the day to myself and went to Chadstone to walk around. Ended up with 2 lovely dresses and lots of new books. 1 fertility and conception info book, 1 with inspiring TTC stories and 2 other novels for me to entertain myself on long boring train rides. All in all, productive day. 

More needs to be said about my lovely husband who forgave me for my meltdown and continue to support me, but it’s time to knock off from work so I’ll continue at home.