I, I, I. Ugh.

It's disgusting how many times I use the word "I" in my previous post huh.

Completely selfish and not sparing a thought for my long-suffering husband who is in such a difficult position now.

I suck :(

Ugh.

Time for me to stop and think how he must be feeling, to have to deal with so much and not be able to truly talk and open up to anyone about it, not even his own wife.

He's got a tough enough time and here I am whining about me me and more me.

Sorry baby, I'm a totally crap wife and I promise to be better.

You're the best anyone can ask for, and I love you :)